Off to A Slow Start

Hello There!
      I can not believe its already February. While I'm loving the weather in Georgia, it is reminding me that we will be poolside before we know it! I'm no where near where I want my body to be. My struggle with working out is having the time and energy to do it. Its really hard to stay motivated because I like instant results. However, the body I would like to have is not something that is going to happen over night! So, after taking a week on and off and on and off its back on! Instead if sticking to a specific program I'm just going to make a point to do SOMETHING every day! Except Sunday ; )
    I also began to count calories. As much crap as I eat I'm still not eating enough calories a day! Can you believe that? I'm so full when I eat the calories I should. Maybe once I'm working out I'll be more hungry because I'll be burning the calories I eat!
       Aside from that I still have to remind myself to be consistent. Going to work, school, keeping up the house, trying to work in the gym and be on top of my studies is like-WHOA. Where is the balance? because I can't find it right now. As much as I don't want to do it, I need to just push through no matter how exhausted I am because eventually I'll get used to the schedule.
      In the midst of finding that balance I have a man in my life that I adore, and that relationship has got to flourish too. This year I have taken a lot off of my plate in order to focus on relationships and myself, but I still don't feel like there is enough time! It's time to amp up my energy and push through. I have to create better habits. I have been able to see my friends that live an hour away very consistently so far this year, and I LOVE that because I love them : ).
      So, here is to seeing progress and pressing on. Keeping the Lord as my center, and continuing to grow in Him through all of this.